New beginnings

Dear family,
It has been a while since I wrote. So much has happend and things are changing. In a good way though. Holly is now a Cain and it was a wonderful event. She looked beautiful and Zac and Jordan both were very handsome. It really was a fun event. Hollys parents are really nice as well as the rest of the family. It was really a special day. Zac and Holly work very well together and it is great to see Zac happy. It seems like it's been a while since we've seen that but we know it is genuine. I'm sure that they will have many happy years together as a family. It was also great to see the rest of the Cain clan. I think it's been about two years since we have all been together but we had a great time. I am so glad that things are falling into place for Amber and Carl. It's about time!!!!! This is a new adventure for them but one that will be great. A new home, a new place, a new life that they are ready for. I saw pictures of the new house and it is beautiful. Lots of room for Grace to play. Congrats to them also. Lauren and Sean have moved to Indiana and are starting a new life there as well and it looks like a nice area. I really give you guys credit for moving to a new area and not knowing anyone. Just think they are closer and maybe we ill see them more often.
All these new beginnings and adventures we will have lots to chat about. Well things are still the same with me. I am still at ambers but will be leaving because they finally sold the house( hurray!!!) I am not sure where I will be going. This whole thing with Mike has really worn me down both inside and out. We still can not reach a solution. I like Amber am wondering if you know who has heard my prayers. You all know that I am not very religious but I do believe that this is something I need help with. I fell as if the last six years of my life have been in park and I just can't put it in drive. I don't like feeling like I don't know whats happening or what to do. Like everything else in my life this has been very hard and I want to make the right decision whats best for me. If any one could shed some light please do so or if any suggestions feel free. I am so glad that I have a great family and that we are all close eventhough we are far apart. I can't wait to see what the future holds for the entire Cain clan. Peace out, Nat